Thursday Good Day

I told Christi I'd post a blog a few days ago. Sorry I slacked off. It's been a fun week. Tyff is here while Mom and Dad are on their vacation. Right now they are in Orlando checking out the beaches and going to eat. They picked up Steve and Sherie this morning and now they're out playing. I'm so jealous! But thats ok because I have been having fun with my sister. I love being with her she is my best friend! I could not ask for a better sister. Today we woke up and ate a couple bowls of Marshmallow Matey's. Then got ready and ran some errands. I turned in 4 applications today to different places. Mom and Dad keep nagging at me to get a job so I can pay for my phone bill which is "outrageous." So Tyff promised them she'd take me to get applications and apply to a few places. I applied at Gandolfo's(sandwich place), Mama Chu's(mexican restaurant), Pier 49(pizza restaurant), and Lin's(grocery store). I'm hoping to work at Mama Chu's or Pier 49. Anyways it should be fun, I'm excited. After we turned in my applications I had an orthodontist appointment to get new retainers. And then we went out to eat and we went to Quizno's. It was delicious. After that we went to Wal-Mart for a few things. We got a money order for Bretten so he can have a radio to listen to while he's in jail and bored. Tyff brought me to school after that and that's where I am now! Just been working on some chemistry. It's hard so I decided to take a break and write a blog! I hate sitting in these hard chairs, I'd so much rather be on my bed with my laptop! But it decided to be stupid and not let my school program work on it. Oh well.
Next week Shelby and I are going to Beaver to stay with our Grandma. We are both very excited. I have another orthodontist appointment on Monday, so Grandma I have a question. Do you think you could take me to Cedar for my appointment? If not I can reschedule it for the week after. No problem.
Speaking of Shelby. Last night she gave me and Tyff quite the scare. We are sleeping in our parents room while they are gone and Shelby has just been sleeping on the floor at the end of the bed. At about 4:00 this morning she got up and ran to the back door and just started barking and then ran back to the bedroom and started barking at us. We were scared that someone was trying to break in! So Tyff got up to see what was up and it turns out Shelby just had to go potty. But it sure scared us. Especially because there was someone trying to break into our house a few weeks ago. I was laying in bed when I heard someone hitting the door really hard and pulling on the door handle. I was so scared!! I didn't dare move so I just laid there and told Mom and Dad about it the next day. Since then we've been taking extra precautions to lock up the house and keep some lights on at night. Its also a good thing we have Shelby because like she did last night she'd bark up a storm and tell us that someone was there. And hopefully scare him off. So just pray that our house will be safe!!
Well I hope all is well with everyone else. Love you all!!

P.S.

Don't read this until after you've read my last blog that I wrote!!!
Ok I just forgot something and I know that this question will be asked. Am I going to be able to do drill team next year? Yes I believe I would be able to because after all my make up work at home I'm going back to CHS for my senior year. I don't see why I wouldn't be able to try out because of grades... who knows. But a lot of my decision goes towards if Pam does it again. They had a really rough year with the new coach and a lot of the girls say it was too much drama and just not worth it. If she decides to do it, I will. Because I don't know if I could make it through all of that without her. And plus, we'd be the only seniors on the team. Tryouts are at the end of this month and when she makes her decision, I will talk to the coach and make mine. Anyways just thought I'd say that since I forgot!

Another Late Night

It's about half an hour past midnight and I'm listening to my Mom vacuum the living room while Dad looks at the weather or whatever he's doing on the internet. Yup, we're crazy night owls and thats all there is to it!
I went to the Mohey Tawa(drill team) Review tonight. It was amazing, all my friends are such talented dancers and I love watching them. Although its extremely heartbreaking to be sitting there watching them have fun while they dance when I should be out there with them. Just like I knew I would at the end, I cried. I felt so pathetic crying at a drill team review that wasn't mine. I helped my best friend Pam take home her dress(that her Dad escorted her in)home and helped clean up afterwards. Kary came to pick me up at her house and once I got in the car I started to cry again. He asked what was wrong but I think he already knew. I told him how hard it was for me to watch what should be me dancing. He comforted me and I finally stopped crying. We decided to go to a 9:35 movie with Zach and Lindsey. When they got in the car Zach asked, "how was your review thingy?" All I did was give him the thumbs up and he says "too bad ya weren't out there dancing huh?" I didn't respond and Kary told him to back off because I was sensitive about it. I started bawling once again but held back as much as I could to not let those 2 see me. I'm such an emotional wreck sometimes! I finally stopped as we pulled up at the movie theater.
We saw the movie "Ghostrider." I wasn't too enthused about seeing it but I went along anyways. It was really cool but it had a lot of evil in it which I hated. I don't recommend it. The thing I liked most was Nicolas Cage, he is an awesome actor. But the movie just wasn't very happy. Lets hope I don't have nightmares!
Hey Christi, remember my bear Quincy? I'm sure you do, I took her everywhere. Well she's sittin right next to me as always. In her cute spring outfit. Surprised? Probably not. I'm such a little girl still, my friend Chelsea thinks its pathetic. She's gotten into the hard rocker style. I love pink and she loves black. We're opposite in so many things but yet still best friends. Anyways back to Quincy. hehe. I remember when I got her and I put the stuffing inside of her I said I'd never let her get pushed under my bed then given away like Jessie the cowgirl on "Toy Story." Well it has been almost 6 years and she's still up on my bed everyday with a different outfit. She has feelings to ya know! Just kidding, but I love my bear Quincy Albert Edgar Joe... thats what my ward named her when I took her to youth conference. Anyways getting off the subject again. She has been there for me through all the tears and heartache. Build-A-Bear Workshop, where best friends are made. They aint lyin! Ok so now I'm going a little crazy, sorry. I guess its gettin late hehe. Goodnight I love you all :)

Chocolate yummy

I am such a slacker! I need to start writing at least every other day, sorry my bad. Not much has happened since I last wrote. I got in trouble last night. But umm I'm a teenager, it happens, right? Anyways it wasn't bad. I'm a good girl I promise :) I wasn't feeling very good today. I laid in bed a lot of the day, showered, ate dinner, cleaned up dinner, talked to my friend for a while, read scriptures with the parentals, had prayer, got ready for bed, and went to bed. Well obviously I'm not asleep hehe. Just thought I'd drop a few words. It was a boring day. My depression is coming back so that is mostly why I was in bed all day. Not too fun. I will be ok though. I just get through it one day at a time. With a little help from my parents, friends, and most important the Lord. I know that that is what got me through today. Tomorrow is a new day. Me and Mom are actually going to get up early, hopefully. We want to go walking at the SUU indoor track. I go every so often and run by myself but we decided that the 2 of us should just go walk in the morning. I am going on the Martin's Cove Hand Trek in July. I need to start conditioning! It'll be a lot of walking. Like 25 miles I think. But I know it will be an amazing experience. I'm so excited to go, I've heard a lot of stories about it and think it will be sooo worth it. Well I'm gettin tired. Its only 12:30 hehe and I'm actually tired. I love you all! Well Christi and Alison, you seem to be the only readers but that is fine with me. =) Goodnight
OH p.s. the reason why my title says "chocolate" is because well for one reason, my Mom made these AMAZING soft gooey brownies tonight. And put chocolate ice cream on top. They were so good and I'm craving some chocolate again so I might have to sweeten my dreams with a lil more chocolate hehe